So with all the planning underway, and fund raising in full swing I’m in this slightly anxiety stirring limbo.. once I have a plane ticket it will feel more official, but this waiting gets to me a little. the fund raising is going great! the support people have been showing keeps blowing my mind.. but even still, the fact that there isn’t a plane ticket yet leaves room for doubt to creep in.

this afternoon I found myself sitting here wondering how it’ll even feel when I’m there. I’ve never been to Asia before, so I have no idea what to expect. no clue how I’ll react, or how it will impact me. I was thinking of all the pictures I’ll take there, and if Asia will become a place as dear to me as Africa. right now I don’t see how that’d ever be possible.. but I don’t know! because I’ve never been there! haha. my thoughts are all spinning in circles these days. can’t wait until I have more definite answers. more concrete plans. 

I did have my first real moment of excited to go butterflies yesterday though – thinking of flying over different parts of asia. what that will look like from the sky. *fingers crossed I get a window seat!*

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